As most of u all know...i juz completed one of my objectives of securing a place in Monash University in Sunway...however...this is oso one of the problems for me during these few weeks...
for this few weeks...i had been rushing assignments one after another...when completing most of them...i feel satisfied...however i am so so so frust of one of the assignments which i did not complete fully...the Managerial Economics assignment...
Due to the lack of attendance to dis subject's lectures and tutorials...i could not understand how to do the assignment...so i asked for help from the one and only fren dat i had known in this subject....at first he said that he wont do so early...n leave it till last min...so i trusted him as i had been reminding him time and again that i would need his help for the assignment...
However...when it is time to pass up the assignment...he ffk me during the vry last min...which leaves me in the dump...cant u juz tell me that u would not wanna help me and tell to get it done on my own rather than leaving me alone there with nothin??? it really pisses me off...i reli dunno how would i react the next time i see him...
I know that it is my fault that i did not attend classes...but i am so disappointed being played by a person whom i called a fren...
that is the first major unsatisfaction for the assignment......
The second one is regarding with my gf...
Due to the assignments...i really dun have the time to be wif her and accompany her...however please dun give me more pressure as i am already being pressured by assignments and is constantly on my feet rushing to meet the dateline of each assignments...
i am sorry for not being able to handle so many things at a time and is really stressed to the point where i could not sleep comfortably as i know that i would nid to wake up to another set of assignment which is due soon...the only time when i could relax is when i could be out wif my fren and played in cc for a while...
u know that if i wanted to accompany u i would need a whole full day juz to meet u and spend time wif u...i do not have the privilleage of that now...so if u know that why would u unleash that dissatisfaction on me?
I am no superman...i am no super human...i am juz an ordinary guy which is trying to cope and adapt to the new changes in my life...why cant u juz gimme a lil space to breathe...the pressure from studies is already more than enough for me...i couldnt cope with the extra pressure from our relationship...i wouldnt wanna give up but if i am pushed into a corner...i reli would have to make a choice...please dun let it be this way...
it happened once...and i did the choice for studies...that nite i spend a few mins in the toilet...tears ran down my cheeks but i cant do anything about the situation...i could not let my cousin know as i know it would disturb them...the only place to hide is a place where they cant see me...this pressure is more than enough and i am really battered up...
well...enough of complaining in this blog...time to continue completing the assignments that are due next week...hopefully the next post would be sumthing good...lolz
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